01_ start
    • landing page
      02_ home
        stairs
      • built into a hill, crumbling
      • felt ancient and of another world
      • half-outside and spindly
      • plush red carpet
      • stairs
        walk
      • 3rd path
      • back home
      • back out
      • bench
      • blistering
      • by
      • cardinal
      • catch the train
      • cloud
      • concrete
      • crickets
      • die
      • doorfram
      • drift off
      • dust
      • east
      • established
      • field opens
      • footpath
      • get back up
      • gray-red
      • grit
      • handle
      • hill
      • hot
      • howl
      • hurt
      • long twilight
      • loud
      • LOUDER
      • loving
      • maintained
      • matter
      • much further
      • must be
      • no door
      • north
      • open field
      • overgrowth
      • parking lot
      • powered rail
      • quiet
      • sheep
      • smell wakes
      • south
      • start running
      • Still
      • tender green
      • that way
      • timing
      • toward the mountain
      • train station
      • trip
      • twain
      • unwaveringly
      • Vurmkirche
      • walking
      • west
      • wool
      • your apartment
      • zzz
    • 8
    • 8es
    • 8ne
    • 8on
    • 8os
    • 888
    • balcony
    • bathroom
    • door
    • E
    • go outside
    • hallway
    • home
    • kitchen
    • living room
    • look around the room
    • middle
    • N
    • O
    • resting
    • S
    • soot's room
    • think a bit more about what's going on
    • Vurmkirche
      03_ transit
        walk
      • 14
      • 15
      • 16
      • 20
      • 23
      • 29
      • 30
      • 45
      • 55
      • archway
      • back pant left
      • back pant right
      • bird
      • braid
      • breast
      • coat left
      • coat right
      • elbow
      • fall
      • front left
      • front right
      • keys
      • knife
      • melody
      • mountain
      • notebook
      • noting
      • out the door
      • pocket
      • shoulder
      • sustains
      • tape
      • tracks
      • transfer
      • wait
      • wallet
      • wandering
    • 17 stops
    • anymore
    • anyways
    • continues on
    • doors slide shut
    • dream
    • email
    • forward
    • half an hour
    • keep going
    • look at the map
    • Minutes
    • Northboound to Mountain
    • nowadays anyways
    • ongoing
    • phone
    • remember
    • shuffle all
    • stay
    • the train
    • trains
    • trans
    • usually
    • wake up
    • where
      04_ mountain
        forest ...
    • disconnected
    • nice to see you
    • preamble
    • Sarah
    • secret garden
    • still more
    • un-alone
    • Up the stairs
    • up the wall
      05_ city
        fall
          transit
        • going
        • the train
          walk
        • bathhouse
        • bleary
        • bushpark
        • buzzes
        • cold
        • crash
        • dmap
        • Eichenwalc
        • get off
        • hawk
        • northwest
        • oak tree
        • pigeons
        • respite
        • shit
        • silhouette
        • soaked
        • sun
        • text
        • The 3
        • tram
        • transit
        • TZ
        • wafts
        • wet
      • 1
      • 2
      • A
      • arm
      • B
      • Basement
      • bathroom
      • cinnamon smacks
      • concrete morning
      • corridor
      • dove
      • edge
      • egg-smell
      • elevator
      • ground floor
      • hand
      • Hauptbahnhof
      • Home
      • L4T3R
      • left
      • letter
      • menu
      • quietly
      • remember
      • right
      • seat
      • sex
      • slouched
      • south
      • starving
      • TH1S W4Y
      • train
      • U
      88_
    • 0
    • 1 (locked door)
    • 1a
    • 1b
    • 1c
    • 1d
    • A
    • B
    • backlinks
    • blessing AND curse !
    • body
    • C
    • D
    • DARK
    • distant memory
    • D404RWAY
    • earth
    • end
    • endings
    • exit
    • fran
    • gone with a knife; given all wrong
    • gut
    • intermedia notes 5-2
    • LIGHT
    • linked
    • long second
    • longer
    • Middle
    • MISS
    • rot
    • soil
    • split lip
    • substrate
    • swamp
    • t4t
    • worm
    • you reme
      xx_ trigger warning
    • content warning
    • covid
    • death
    • decay
    • feminine transsexual feelings
    • religion
    • suicide
    • the realities of the body
    • trigger warning
  • acknowledgements
  • config
  • index